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over the last three months i quit writing my 2k worded rants.of late only updates.coz i got confused.now its sort of all sorted.i fucked up my mba exams.that mean i will be working later this year.i cant put in words how much i want t avoid work for the next two years.the plan is to work for a year and write these entrances after due preparation and escape.thankfully my job has no bond(and no salary too) .so thats sort of settled.and i will soon start with my usual rants of the world.

the whole new year thing is pretty irritating.stupid text messages.some of us had dinner at a shit Chinese place,ice cream at the usual place where they tried to make us participate in new year celebrations in vain.they gave me a coffee mug.and then sleep over at friends house.i was either driving or sleeping for the new year eve.we tried seeing the movie-paranormal activity.i dozed for most of the movie.and the rest three days are fucked up.i was just generally grumpy on 1st for no reason.sort of slept off the day.

you know you do something really stupid month back and you realise it on the second day of the year-fucked up feeling.never in my life i have been so careless,stupid,unbelievably stupid.never ihave fucked up in such epic proportions-in terms of money or implications.let me just say i learnt my lesson.when i realised what i have done i was like fine ok.minutes later that angered me like anything.i cant think of one thing i take seriously.never been this pissed off and angry with myself.worst thing is i cant bring my self to tell my parents.i usually keep it clean with them.so its a bit tough to lie to them.makes me so angry.

so let me stop here.so no more personal updates(travelogues exception) until something dramatic comes to be.i have started reading almost a month load of posts.slowly will read all the posts.and yay.arsenal.cant bliv how brilliant we are right now.hope the goals keep coming.and its nice to have so many people back again to blogging after the hiatus.

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ps-i was going to post on jan1st .but so many new year posts and resolution shit that it pissed me off and i logged off.imagine when i open the window to see the rest of them do a 2nd jan post.bah!